Rants & Essays
I once was alone, isolated in this little world where no one
else existed but me.
There was no love, because I had no love. There was too much
fear of reality coming to me, it came like a gust of wind that blew me away. I
couldn't believe in myself, because I didn't care. I couldn't fight, because I
had no strength.
One day I peeked into reality. I liked the love I saw. The
love I thought I could have. So I decided to come into reality, and find that
special feeling. I tried so hard, that the love failed. And I thought I did as
well. I tried many times, but never succeeded. I asked myself, is it me? Does
love really exist? Or is it only a fantasy.
Then as I was about to give up and turn back into my
isolated world, I found you. Standing patiently. I tried to ignore you, but the
feeling became stronger. It was a feeling so strong that I couldn't fight
I tried to turn away from it, but I couldn't, you pushed me
closer. I started thinking, is this love, is this that special feeling I've
been looking for