Rants & Essays

So I Thought

By Marcus Pan

I thought she loved me...the pretty girl who peered at me beneath honey-blonde hair, cropped to the side of her head and hanging loosely before her face. She told me she loved me. And I believed her. I had no choice...because I loved her. Her eyes, like stars, flashing beneath her bangs. A smile of innocence that hid something, like the smile of the Mona Lisa. I took her virginity...slowly, surely, tenderly. But she walked away. My Foxx left me.

I thought she loved me...wild, fast and beautiful. Shapely figure, long brown hair, flashing blue eyes like the deeps of the purest lake. She told me she loved me. And I believed her. I had no choice...because I loved her. Wild, without inhibitions, she would try anything at least once. She bared her beauty and shared it with me. But she walked away. My Princess left me.

I thought she loved me...brown hair reaching past her neck and big, brown, puppy-dog eyes that I could not deny. She told me she loved me. And I believed her. I had no choice...because I loved her. A bright and lively personality, like bubbles of air rushing to the surface of a crystal clear lake. Wide grin, sexy voice. Sometimes aggressive and wild, other times quiet and sexy. But she walked away. My Brown-Eyed Girl left me.

She tells me she loves me...curly light brown hair and the sweetest, attractive smile. Loving brown eyes tinted with a green emerald-fire and blushing, beautiful cheeks. Her face pressed into my chest, arms around my neck and her hands clasping mine like I really matter to her. She tells me she loves me. And I believe her. I have no choice...because I love her. Spontaneous, sexy, romantic. A wonderful friend and lover. And she hasn't walked away yet. My Kitten stays.

Until now...I would've kept her.

The above item may have been edited by the author since its first appearance in Legends No. 28.